Thursday, November 15, 2007
10:14:00 AM
I haven't had time to do anything for myself. In the last one month, I was way too busy at work, I could hardly catch my breath. I had to literally turn over the event within two months. It got me irritated at some point in time, because they knew that this event was to take place more than a year back, yet, nobody bothered to hire a Project Manager for it. They got ops to take over and ops did all he could, finalising the programme, logistics. Yet, as with all events, what can go wrong will go wrong int he last minute. One month prior to show, ops resigned, leaving me to head the project.
Looking back at the results, it was rather heartening. However, i could definitely have done better. No excuses, it wasn't time, it was pure laziness and part fatigue that led to this. A large part was also cos i didn't know how to trust and delegate.
Whatever it is, the event is now over and I must move on, there are other things waiting for me, but there is also a part of me that feels horrible. A part of me that wants to know if there is anything else I am capable of doing. I'm on the brink of nervous breakdown and depression, I need to get out of this. Sometimes, I hate having too much emotions.
Labels: ramblings, work
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